Audition, the Miniseries: part IV

Cast list up. Am Maggie in States of Grace. Good role, what I expected to get, bit of a let down. The thing is I just wanted to be considered..................... Let me try and then you can tell me I was totally wrong and not cast me. But don't pigeon-hole me from the begining. I shouldn't complain. I sound like whiney child to my own ears, so I can't imagine what it sounds like to everyone else. I just can't let myself go into this with a bad attitude. I don't think the role will be much of a stretch for me, but then with that mindset I'll never discover anything that's there, even if there's a chance.

Pushing away any negative feelings can only get me so far, though. I've been just pushing down all the frustration I feel in favor of a mask of normalcy and nonchalance. I need to just let myself be disappointed and then move on.