Mind Fuck Theatre

I'm so cold right now that I'm shaking, but I don't really care because I just got back from rehearsal. There is no possible way for me to describe how excited/anxious/scared I am about this show. The Fifth Sun was a show that I was proud to work on because it meant something, and I think it's going to be the same with with Six Characters. This isn't just some bullshit Neil Simon play about a man and woman falling in love (no offense meant). I'm starting to feel all the creativity and passion that Sun instilled in me, coming out again. Of course, I'm still feeling overwhelmed by it all, second guessing myself, and feeling inadequate (as is normal), but The Phocian really inspired me tonight. He said things that both put me at ease, and made me more anxious, but I finally feel like this is something that I can handle. While we were reading tonight, something just *clicked* and I felt it. It was like, "you've got this, stop your bitching. This is right" Corny? Why yes, thank you.

Balls are going into the mother fucking stratosphere for this one. And I'm ready.

"Swing hard in case you hit something."