I seem to have reached a point of infinite stress. Since I have gotten back from Spring Break I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. And time. There is absolutley no time for anything. I don't know why I;m even writing this. Seriously. This History test has been giving me nightmares. I don't know why - I made a 91 on the last one; I guess I'm just afraid I won't live up to my own standards. It's crazy, I feel like I'm going crazy. And all the added stress from the show just keeps growing. The Colonel is giving me problems, and I'm thinking of completely re-vamping my whole angle on him. The percussive stuff is terrifying me to no end. I keep tripping up becuase I'm self conscious about it, and I don't know why. And I just now realized that I have this Stage Movemeny paper due in a week and a half (which seemed like such a long way away when Jaunita assigned it back in Jan.). I haven't even read the book that I have to write on. And there's that English paper. Thankfully, it's over the film Memento and should be too heinous. I know this doesn't all seem like that much to deal with, but it feels like I'm going to collapse from the stress and expectations. I dunno. And one of my frinds keep ignoring me on messanger. Piss it. Time for sleep.

"Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it." - Jane Wagner